Been working at Ritz-carlton for the month of january. Wow seriously i would say i have learnt quite some stuff.settings of tables,ushering,balancing food and drink on trays! [this is damn tough!], working on heels, decorations of the halls. The people there are really nice(: oh i love wedding dinners! So sweet and so nice! But i seriously hate those stupid guest that are so freaking impatient. They demand for alot of things and expect us to get it asap and fast! Gosh! get a life people! your time is precious ours is precious too. There are eight course meals and portioning involved, throw in refils for drinks. Very demanding man people!AND NOW I SERIOUSLY HATE TAITAIs! gosh! pampered old bitches! JUST GO BANG THE WALL AND DIE! For now i only like the decorations, setting up of ballrooms and other friends i have met there. Otherwise this job... is not easy and not so much of a pleasure and all.

Sometimes it is kind of sad to just sit there, watch and shout with all my might but not able to do anything else. I see people who have worked so hard to throw their chances away. Sometimes i ask, why it turned out like that? Somehow i found out the real answer. But it is an answer that will deeply aggrevate the situation. We know the ans, to why everything has failed, yet our comments and thoughts cannot be known. To my dear juniors don't give up hope. look forward. there are two more games i know you all can do it. If nobody believes in you guys anymore, there is still us. YOUR SENIORS. jiayou.

For the first time i was speechless... just didn't feel like saying anything. because i felt so.....****** for them....

haha! ZELIA WANTS TO THANK YSABEL, BELICIA,YIYING AND LASTLY LAURA FOR A GREAT BIRTHDAY SURPRISE TODAY!:D haha they appeared at my house in the morning to surprise me with my brother's help. But ysabel sort of gave it away! haha! They told me to meet them at 2.30 pm but today morning before they came ysabel accidentaly leaked out that they were coming over! haha! i had to act surprise! It was so funny! haha I received presents from them! SO FREAKING HAPPY! we played games, the usual, pictionary, bridge, i never and questions. LOL freaking fun. The best part was that our forfeits is to drink BEER! omg! seriously! i am not a fan of beer. But for fun i drank! HAHA! gosh, it was just shiok i guess. if i am right we finished ten pins of beer! Not alot but at least not as bad as SOMEONE! xD HAHA! i CUT MY CAKE AND BLALBLABLA THEN went down to sauna after that and chat by the poolside. It may not be an outing but it was really enjoyable thanks guys! LOVE YOU GUYS!:D

TO KSS BASKETBALL GIRLS,COACH AND ALL THE TEACHERS. Thank you for the surprise i had on thu! I really didn't expect the surprise. I was so happy i cried! thanks man! haha and thanks coach and ms wong for the present once again!:D

TO OTHER FRIENDS WHO WISHED MY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

When given a choice to get to appeal into a good jc. Everyone would take the chance and without hesitation, they would agree. I was very tempted as well to go. Great teachers, great school environment, good influencial. It is the best anyone could get. But sadly, i would be a small fish living in a big fish bowl. Having a double digit R5 what am i to compete with those single digit people in the school. Everyday i have to mug so hard, just to stay in the school. Just for me to cope in a prestigous school. When i can get into poly, put in the equal effort and still get into uni. I would be happier, my parents would not haave to worry i can't cope well..... so in the end i guess poly is the best for me. Finally i can get a good night sleep without thinking so much.

JUDGEMENT DAY.... the day many dread or many awaits. It decides ones future, decides one person's next level of education. JC OR POLY? i have been very troubled by this question for a very long time. People choose jc for an easier path to uni, some really love the course, some do it because of their parents, some do it cause of pride, some do it because they do not know or want to choose their career path early. Everyone have got their reasons. I heard many. Like many I am tempted to go jc and just mug to get into uni. But somehow, i found this course i really like in poly, but like i said my whole life i have been regretting. For now i am sure i will work very hard no matter how tiring and stressful the course will make me. No matter how tired i am i will continue on and when i get my results it will be damn fufilling. But is this what i really want for my future prospect? Will i live to regret. Many say look forward and just take a step. But i'm so undecisive. After tmr i only have 4 hours to consider my choices. I know i will still be very troubled between both. ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

Went to watch avartar in 3-D with laura and roy. Overall it is really great. No idea why alot people didn't enjoy it. We had alot fun in the theatre before the movie starts. but seriously the 3-D glasses was giving me and roy a terrible time. It keep on dropping so we have to press it against our brows. Somehow Laura managed to keep her 3-D glasses on the entire time. How lucky.

Tmr will be results day. Like everyone, it's getting on my nerves as well. FREAKING SCARY! damn can't really imagine it is really tmr though. For the past one week i have been having nightmares of seriously 20 points! That is really bad. I dreamt of my reaction, people's reaction, how will the atmosphere be like. OMG! It is really horrendous. Gosh. so i decided last week. Instead of getting very emotional tmr. I'm going to rush off to work immediately after results. Not going to celebrate or anything. Got to use work to clear my head of the results first before settling down to think about my choices for my future education the next day. PRAY HARD PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!:D

Back from hk~ have been there for like 2 and a half weeks. I was reluctant to leave yet reluctant to stay as well. So fussy! xD haha!

Hongkong is seriously more fun and happening than Singapore. It is so much bigger and there are loads of things to do. Can't seem to get bored at any place. The fashion there is really good. There are wide variety of clothings to choose from. Shopping there is really an enjoyment. Secondly, the food there is superb, but still a little too oily. otherwise it will be perfect. Thirdly, cute and hot looking guys are almost everywhere. haha kind of bimbotic but it's true! But traffic there is rather congested and everywhere is crowded. So i wasn't really used to it. I went to mongkok alone, wow it was really a good experience. I manage to see how they buy goods and their everyday life. But i had a hard time travelling on feet. There are so many people that i was pushed around most of the time and some of them just bang into me when i walk pass them. I had to keep apologising.

I really enjoyed my trip thanks to Aly's dad and Sydney(: They were there to bring us around hongkong. I had my best christmas and 2010 countdown ever. I celebrated christmas eve on a one night cruise. There were christmas performance on the cruise and i had a great time exploring the ship. But i was really tired during the trip. haha cause i was unwell. puked one hour before christmas. Managed to survive the countdown to christmas, after partying for an hour, i couldn't take it and couldn't spend the night celebrating. 2010 countdown was at Tsim Sha Tsui at a restaurant. Me and aly had the countdown on a pavement and on that pavement we could see the night scenes of Hongkong. It is practically a night city. The scene is stunning:D When the countdown begin it was really hilarious. Everyone was really loud during the countdown 10..9...8...7...6...5 haha. 5 was funny. Because to pronouce 5 everyone have to say "mmmmm" so all the no is really loud but when it comes to 5 it was really soft. I didn't know why is it so funny. We laughed out loud and loads of people stare. *embarrassed* At 12 midnight there was fireworks on all the tall buildings. There is even one building that have 2010 printed on the entire building. That was cool. But the fireworks displays are much better in Singapore. In Hongkong it can be seen from a wide perspective though. so boh have their good points. when we went back to the restaurant, it was 'turned' into a pub.... and i got semi drunk again. The feeling was like clubbing. Whoa freaking fun. Thanks 'kor kor' Sonny and Sydney for my stay there. Really thank you! :D

But nonetheless, i was happy to be back on my sunny island! I was very homesick! I missed my parents a lot on the trip. I miss my crazy friends back here. Hongkong was fun. But i was rather lonely. [ Aly i was happy for having you there with me] But i really miss my other friends, the crazy things we do, the serious bitching we have. My basketball. So i wanted to come back badly. I also miss the food here. Been back for 4 days and these days i have been chionging the local food here... chicken rice, char kuay teow, nasi lemak, curry chicken.. and so on. Wow i love Singapore food. Can't live without them, too used to it!:D

PS: Aly thanks for the trip. Sorry for upsetting you somehow.