When it's all said and done, i seek inner peace.

It's been two years, finally i lost control once again.
Honestly, never felt so upset since i don't know when.
It's a total different sadness.
What got into me. I'm unsure.
Distracted;
overwhelmed by sadness, i cried.
I swear this is so not a good time,
the next two weeks is good,

I'll make myself, myself again.
Sorry for all the misery.
Silently, I expected too much of myself and you.

I really miss my clique, my two fatties G and F and my Kss team. 

I needa you guys. You create my smile.