THANKS MY DEARIES AND CLIQUE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, ADVICING AND ENCOURAGING ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU PEEPS(:

AND GLADLY I'M PROUD TO TELL MY DAD AND MOM I FINALLY PASSED MY AMATHS(: GOT RID OF THE DIRTY F9 IN MY REPORT CARD AND BACK TO PASSING EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT. SINCE I HAVE CLIMBED ONE STEP HIGHER I WILL DO BETTER FOR MY EOYs(:

I WILL DO IT FOR YOU, YOU AND YOU...

CHANGING? ASK ONESELF...

Being able to change once, twice, thrice i no longer know is it good or bad. From someone who never socialises, to a hyperkid, to an emo ass, to someone who tries to pacify everyone, to a no longer feel the worth of herself yet stuggling to cope and be happy. Different people see me in different ways(: Certainly i have change, so did everyone around me day by day i watch some mature to be a better person they wanted to, some got worse then they expected, with emotions here and there. While me still struggling to find THE identity, a voice i can talk to, someone i want to be.

DEMORALISING MYSELF IS WHAT I SEEM TO BE GOOD AT. Letting ppl affect me and my emotions. Just so angry and fustrated that i cannot even seems to fufil that promise i told myself i have to. Is it an excuse for this changes? I dunno. Is it true it is because of this reasons? I dunno....

Time is all i need to make myself stronger, self-reliant and someone who i want to become. Not someone who hides and letting people push me around. I HOPE THIS IS WHAT I CAN DO FOR MYSELF.

PS: TRUST NO ONE EXCEPT YOUSELF(:

USA DEFEAT SPAIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!:DDDDD

118-107! GOLD MEDAL:DD

Dwyane Wade scored 27 points to lead the Americans while Kobe Bryant added 20, LeBron James contributed 14 and Carmelo Anthony scored 13 for the US squad(:

GOOD PLAY TO ARGENTINA TOO:)

They defeated Lithuania

87-75 in the bronze-medal game.

I realised something too after like watching some many games by the US. I feel that KOBE BRYANT'S smile is actually very attractive and kindda cute. His muscles fit him just right not too big nor too small for his height.

SWEET RIGHT(:

AND ONE MORE THING HE LOOKS A LITTLE LIKE MICHAEL JORDAN(:

(:

IT'S THE END OLYMPICS LE):

LET'S ALL WAIT FOR ANOTHER 4 YEARS.....(:

BACK FROM BELICIA'S HOUSE(:

lol ok...It was damm tiring as it didn't really seem that we slept much

[to me]... xD

WE ALSO DID OUR SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT...

Here are some pictures to enjoy(:

WHILE WAITING FOR YING AT BELICIA'S HOUSE....

I WAS BORED TILL I PLAYED WITH A CHICKEN!

ME AND LAURA GOT CRAZY WITH TWISTES xD
WELL BELICIA CANNOT SEEM TO LET GO OF HER CHILDHOOD :x
BELICIA LOOKEED LIKE A RETARDED KID WITH FASCINATION OVER TOYS AND WAI.... SIMPLY NOTHING TO SAY.....xD



WHEN YING CAME WE HAD DINNER AT KFC AND BELICIA WENT HOME FIRST TO CONTACT THE HORSE SO THE REST OF US WENT TO PLAY AT THE PLAYGROUND....
TOOK A REAL STUPID PHOTO TRYING TO SHOW I FAIL MATHS....

I PIGGY-BACKED LAURA ON THE TOP OF THE SLIDES(:



LATER WE STARTED TO DO THE PROJECT... BUT IN BETWEEN......

WE HAD DONUTS(: THANKS TO LAURA WE HAD WONDERFUL DONUTS TO EAT:D
AND I POSED FOR A SHOT EATING DONUT:D



AT NIGHT, WE WERE CHIONGING OUR SS PROJECT WHEN WE LOST THE INTERNET CONNECTION SO WE WATCHED LAO SHI JIA LAO DA HOPING THAT THE CONNECTION WOULD COME BACK YET IT DIDN'T AND WE DECIDED TO SLEEP......

LAURA AND ME SHUNS FROM THE CAM...
SO DID YING.......

BUT IN THE END........

OUR SLEEPING PHOTOS WERE TAKEN....=.- [YING, BELICIA AND LAURA] BEING THE LATEST TO WAKE UP... I GOT AN INDIVIDUAL PHOTO OF MY UNGLAM SLEEPING.....

AFTER THE SLEEP OVER I REALISED THAT EVERYONE OF US HAVE THE FETISH OF BEING DAMM UNGLAM HERE GOES....

YSABEL:

LAURA:

BELICIA:

YING:

MYSELF:

HAHA! DAMM FUN!:DDDDD EVERYONE IS SO UNGLAM:DDDDD

SLEEPING OVER AT BELICIA'S HOUSE TODAY :DDDDDDDD

BYE~

WENT TO COACHY'S BLOG AND DECIDED TO DO THE SURVEY. IT TURNED OUT STILL OK(:

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Love:	4.3
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WHAT A DAY! damm pissed off and dissapointed): It's like i failed my stupid chem overall damm sad. It's just because i didn't sit for the stupid class test my concept map test could not be counted. But why can't i take the average of my concept test i don't mind as long as i pass my chem because my physics test is not high enough to pull up my science. i mean like damm cannot resit for the test meh? nve study nvm right as long as i have some marks to pull my science up right to get a better grade... NOW IT'S LIKE GONER.. SIANS I ACTUALLY FAILED CHEM! FCUK!): AND I COULDN'T BELIEVE I CRIED IN CLASS TODAY! DAMMED MY FIRST TIME!

WELL HAD TRAINING AND EVERYTHING WAS GOOD(: YAY! EXCEPT JASMINE WENT FOR SECRET KUNGFU TRAINING! AND POKED MY EYE xD

BELICIA DOODLED ON MY FOOLSCAPE TODAY:YAY! THE CLIQUE(: IN CARTOON VERSION(:BELICIA DREW A PORTRAIT OF ME(: LOVEIT!:DDDTHE PHOTOSHOPPED EDITION(:

I'M SORRY.

THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY FOR BEING MEAN.

Today is just another bad day... not in a rather good mood either. Got back all my results although it wasn't as bad as i expected. But i failed Amaths again and even my chem had failed me. It's like i didn't pass my other subjects with flying colours as well. It was all B3s or borderline passes. I just feel so dissapointed in myself i did study but in between i was lying to myself and gave up at some point of studying. Nvm it's over better not let my mood affect me the next time.

So after a damm sians day in sch, after school went to play ball. Found out i didn't have the mood so i went to the slopes to do some reflections.Then wai and faridah thought i was emo-ing and they joined me. so yea in the end went to play ball with fariwith some sec 4s. FELT BETTER AFTER PLAYING BUT WORSE OFF WHEN MY SHOTS COULD NOT GO INTO THE BASKET. DAMMED. At 5.45 me and wai left to meet meet laura, ying and belicia(:
Thats the good stuff bout today!

FINALLY AFTER SO LONG EVERYBODY IS FREE TODAY TOHAVE DINNNER:DDDDD

So we went to bukit panjang plaza to have dinner. Me and wai had cravings for naked fish express, but Laura wanted wanton mee, ying ate carrot cake and belicia tempted me with chicken rice!:ooooo After eating me and laura are still hungry..ok we are like greedy pigs xD but nvm in the end everyone bought ice-cream except for wai so i shared some with her:DD Then we decided to slack at the playground(: TO CAMWHORE~ LOL but it was real funny let the pictures tell you why.

At the playground i was setting up the camera and did some testing and i realised they all eat like they have not eaten for days and really really loved the ice-cream(:

The second picture was rather unglam for me. my leg was in an akward position so it looked damm fat..... xDDDD
And laura, wai and me have really no patience. Because the self-timer was going of at a slow speed we started laughing and our bimbotic pose was ruined xDBut in the end we did take a bitchy photo(: lol!

At several times i forgot to set the self timer and this is what happens...

BELICIA BECAME SUPER UNGLAM!!!!!!! WELL THE OTHERS TOO! HAHAHAH!

YOU SEE BELICIA BECAME A FROG AND WAI DAZED OFF TO LALA LAND AND LAURA LOOKED LAIKE A LITTLE KID LUCKILY YING WAS WELL PREPARED xD

Then we decided to do the 'ACT CUTE' SHOT... WELL a little disgusting though....

Well there are still unsuccessful shot such as this only me and wai are posing[ somemore so unglam xD] and ying, bel and laura blend in with the background xD
Then we turned black because of the lighting .... but still a nice shot(:
Finally a nice shot(: our final shot(:

I went back after our last photo was taken as i have a curfew to meet and they continued to slack. Today was so fun but this post make me feel like we are so BITCHY! xDDD

I'M OBSESSED WITH GYMNASTICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :X

AND HIM(:

LOL! HAHA! JOKING NOT OBESSED WITH HIM(: JUST ADMIRE:DDDD THOUGH HE DIDN'T WIN THE SINGLE CATEGORY BUT I STILL FIND HIM BETTER THEN THE CHINESE....

AND I CANNOT BELIEVE GIRLS ARE OBESSED WITH HIM..... MICHAEL PHELPS....

OK MAYBE ON THE FACT THAT HE WON 8 OLYMPICS GOLD, BROKE 7 WORLD RECORD AND HAVE A BODY LIKE THIS.....

IS REALLY COMMENDABLE(:

AND CONGRATS TO SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS TEAM(:

OMG!!!!!!O.O I'M SO INTO OLYMPICS xDDDDDDD

ILOVESUNDAYs(:

TODAY...... IS GOD DAMM FUN!!!!!:DDDDDD

Alyssa came over today. At first we wanted to study but in the end we just decided to slack so i went to fetch her at the gate and we went to the toilet and i snapped this photo that looked like im emo-ing while she was trying to boo me.... kindda......lol~

Then we decided to play badminton. as the court was like beside this drain and tree plus the damm strong wind my serve went into the drain 6 times and Alyssa made me squat by the drain lol! but i posed for the picture! RATHER UNGLAM:D [but that's me la major unglamness(:]

That is not the best part yet. We continued playing then a few kids came over to ask whether they could share the court so yea we agreed and let them have half. so went over to the side where there is this tree. It's was major embarassment man! Alyssa kept on hitting the shuttlecock into the tree so we used the racket to hit it down and succeeded 2 times(: but then the third time came..... and this time when she threw the racket up...... IT WAS STUCK IN THE TREE AS WELL! It was like WTH!!!!!! ok then i took my shuttlecock tube and threw it at the tree trying to hit the racket down but the shuttlecock dropped instead then i tried again this time the TUBE WAS STUCK UP THERE U.U.... LOL! so i picked up this damm huge stick and threw at the tree again... and again and again and the racket dropped but the stick......IT'S STUCK... IN THE TREE.....

we were enjoying our time trying to get stuff out of the tree and didn't realise the stupid kids are giggling at us but oh well at least we had fun!:DDDD by the time we finish another game a total of 3 shuttlecocks and 1 tube is stuck on the tree.... and we didn't bother to get them out too tired.... xD so i'm just gonna get a new tube of shuttlecocks(: