CHANGING? ASK ONESELF...

Being able to change once, twice, thrice i no longer know is it good or bad. From someone who never socialises, to a hyperkid, to an emo ass, to someone who tries to pacify everyone, to a no longer feel the worth of herself yet stuggling to cope and be happy. Different people see me in different ways(: Certainly i have change, so did everyone around me day by day i watch some mature to be a better person they wanted to, some got worse then they expected, with emotions here and there. While me still struggling to find THE identity, a voice i can talk to, someone i want to be.

DEMORALISING MYSELF IS WHAT I SEEM TO BE GOOD AT. Letting ppl affect me and my emotions. Just so angry and fustrated that i cannot even seems to fufil that promise i told myself i have to. Is it an excuse for this changes? I dunno. Is it true it is because of this reasons? I dunno....

Time is all i need to make myself stronger, self-reliant and someone who i want to become. Not someone who hides and letting people push me around. I HOPE THIS IS WHAT I CAN DO FOR MYSELF.

PS: TRUST NO ONE EXCEPT YOUSELF(: