If you have sleepless nights... what would you think of to pass your time?
These nights i have been thinking and i realised i have understood myself a little more than before.
I asked myself, why is it that i lost that feeling, that feeling of love.
It is not for a particular person but everyone around me.
The love for my lover,be it in the future, the warm and happy feeling i would get looking at his eyes. My heart beating furiously, wanting more from him, doing more for him.
The love for my friends, to care for them, be for them at all times, to take the initiative, to think of them first.
The love for my family,wanting the best for everyone.
I cannot seem to find it, feel it anymore.
i want it back but i can't seem to. why? A constant question for now.
Am i selfish? too affected? too tired?
i finally understood and found the answer. I am indeed tired, too tired to care. I am indeed selfish cause i'm willing to let go of that positive thinking to protect my self interest. Lastly, i haven't had that particular feeling of love for long, when i want it back, it won't come back.
Silly me....

OCEAN PARK IS THE BOMB!!!!!!!!!:D

TOTALLY LOVE THE PLACE!

okay... not really for the games but more of the decors. The only game i enjoyed was the abyss. GOSH! i can sit that for consecutive times if i could! haha. yea about the decor! There are loads of PANDA stuff! LOADS AND LOADS OF PANDA STUFF! i totally cannot decide what to get at the shops. i want everything they have to offer! i rather be dead than leave that place! okay... to far fetched. But it is PANDA-ISH i would say! love it:D

oh ya i seriously need to comment about CHINA people. Not discriminating them. But seriously i feel like slapping SOME CHINA people faces! argh! They are freaking rude, like taking advantages, LOVE cutting queues, inconsiderate bastards and bitches, louded then 10 loudspeakers. Seriously! damned! Can't take these people! They need manners! Slap them! *piak piak piak!*

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE:D

whoa to start of, i would say this christmas for me would be one of the worse but also one of the best.

It is good cause i get to countdown for christmas on a cruise. My first time!:D

It is bad cause i vomited an hour before christmas, so right after countdown i went to sleep. NO such thing as the 'night is young' for me):

on christmas day(today) had to stayhome no enojoyment at all. crap man):

hope i will get better tmr! i want to SHOP!:D

BACK FROM CLASS CHALET! It's sad that it ended so fast regretted not taking more photos. Super shack now. Just want to say thanks guys. I hope we have it again another time!:D photos up on FB i guess yings got more photos.