19/06/09, FRIDAY...
This is the day when i lost it, my attitude, my confidence, my thinking and MY FAITH.
ALL IT TOOK WAS A SENTENCE..."hey you need to go borrow some painting books."
and that hit me real hard... i lost it...i feel lousy, i feel useless, i feel insulted, i can't think like how i use to, i can't face it in a positive way and it affected my mood badly. How i wish i could reply. 'hey, maybe i should, it's good for me thanks!' But somehow i couldn't say it. Instead, i cried. Hey but it's not that sentence fault entirely, i guess it's everything.
"walao, art so easy de! just need to paint"
"art so easy de ma, that's why it's the last class"
But to those people out there that think it is so easy.... you should try doing it yourself.
Get an A for o levels before making this sort of statement.
people tell me that it is a stupid decision to take art because i have to work so hard for it. Whereas unlike talented people who can draw paint easily. This is where people misunderstands, even talents put in hard work to make a good art piece. My friends ask me whether i regretted taking art. to tell you the truth.. i do at times because it's tough and i feel like giving up. But deep down i don't, art is a wonderful thing, i love doing it. I may not do it well but hey at least i'm enjoying it.
So to those people out there that do not understand how we are feeling, what we do, please don't judge. Some things you people say are really ******* irritating.
PS: Thanks brandon for cheering me up and being by my side(:
This is the day when i lost it, my attitude, my confidence, my thinking and MY FAITH.
ALL IT TOOK WAS A SENTENCE..."hey you need to go borrow some painting books."
and that hit me real hard... i lost it...i feel lousy, i feel useless, i feel insulted, i can't think like how i use to, i can't face it in a positive way and it affected my mood badly. How i wish i could reply. 'hey, maybe i should, it's good for me thanks!' But somehow i couldn't say it. Instead, i cried. Hey but it's not that sentence fault entirely, i guess it's everything.
"walao, art so easy de! just need to paint"
"art so easy de ma, that's why it's the last class"
But to those people out there that think it is so easy.... you should try doing it yourself.
Get an A for o levels before making this sort of statement.
people tell me that it is a stupid decision to take art because i have to work so hard for it. Whereas unlike talented people who can draw paint easily. This is where people misunderstands, even talents put in hard work to make a good art piece. My friends ask me whether i regretted taking art. to tell you the truth.. i do at times because it's tough and i feel like giving up. But deep down i don't, art is a wonderful thing, i love doing it. I may not do it well but hey at least i'm enjoying it.
So to those people out there that do not understand how we are feeling, what we do, please don't judge. Some things you people say are really ******* irritating.
PS: Thanks brandon for cheering me up and being by my side(:
Labels: ONE WORD: lonely.
posted by (♥)ZELIAAA! at
6:13:00 PM
1 Comments:
hey gal,
as long as you know wat u r doing,
don't care so much abt wat pple say.
more often than not, for pple to make a statement is very easy but for pple to understand our situation is not.
but like wat i always say, who cares wat pple think?
juz do wat u believe in.
i can tell u, often u fail..but u dunno wat u can get along the way.
i believe i can create miracle. people bet i'll fail. indeed i did! but i succeed in finding and having u gals. wat can beat that?
JIA YOU CAPTAIN. no matter how ugly your artpiece, i'll buy it!!so don't u dare stop drawing(believing)!
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