HAVING DONE LOADS OF THINKING AFTER THAT STUPID FAMILY GATHERING....
how do i say.... no matter how much people blames me for the wrong reasons or misunderstanding ican't seems to stand up for myself, it's like just taking in all the blame, no matter how much i explain they don't seem to believe, because of trust... so i gave up explaining and learn to take it in. Just be like the smiley in the picture no matter how unhappy the world is I WILL AND CAN BE THE HAPPIEST OF THEM ALL(:

comes to family gathering..... i really envy those who have a close and bonded relatives. I mean they are understanding. At least these people do not have relatives trying to win each other but help each other instead. They don't try to compare their kid's result, height and other minor stuff instead they encourage the child and niece/nephew. They don't critisize you and talk bad behind your back but they tell you what is wrong and they accept you for who you are. IREALLY ENVY THIS SORT OF FAMILIES. Because my relatives really lack these. They don't have to be perfect but at least be reasonable and understanding right?

They should stop judging others but take a look at themselves. seriously!



ok i have a random thing to say!

ME AND MY BROTHER SERIOUSLY DON'T LOOK ALIKE!
lol good way to end a emo speech*winks*